Well well well... let me see...
The start of 2007 wasn't great for me to say the least. I was a wreck. My life was crumbling as I watched through tearful eyes. I though I could never get up again. I've lost the one thing I treasured the most that I would defend with my life. I was left broken hearted and bleeding through the void that was once my heart. I was near suicidal. But luckily my fear of pain held me back from going through with that idea. I learnt that I need to be more truthful about my emotions and feelings. If I don't like it, might as well say it. Why bother keeping it bottled up and hope that the person will eventually understand because they NEVER know and will understand. Besides that when someone is at the edge of desperation, they can do anything. It was the lowest of the lowest point of my life. Never have I thought I could throw my pride and ego away to beg someone back. I was that pathetic. And yet, I was just ignored with no second thought. I promised myself I will never do that again. NO guy/men is worth that much.
From there though I gained quite a lot of things that I've missed out. I gained my sister back. Which is to say she had some thing against the guy I was dating and since the said guy broke my heart and I had no one else to turn to for my oh-so-late-night-calls, I naturally called her. We kinda bonded back again (not saying that she can't be a pain sometimes but same goes for me, so we're square on that). Then I met new friends and old friends as well. People that was there for me when I was at my lowest. I got friends to hang out with. Go karaoke with. Got me into bowling (to which I'm kinda addicted to now). And best of all, to go on trips with. Never in my life have I traveled so much as I did last year (and I hope it's the same this year too. Hopefully ending with a big trip to NZ.)
Oh yes, I lost my phone along with my contacts and all, which I'm counting as a blessing in disguise. By losing my phone, I was able to get a new phone which it great fun especially with the 3.2MP camera (Who needs a digital camera when the phone is just as handy for a quick photo shot? =D). Contacts lost was a shame but all is well that nature took it in his hands to 'help me' though in depressing kinda of way.
Not forgetting my trips to Kuantan/Cherating, Langkawi, Ipoh/Bukit Merah, Genting (3 times - Jazz Festival, MLTR Concert and The Magic Festival), Singpore (First time, I went in a car rather then the public transport) and Melaka/PD... I think that's about all... May have missed out I'm not sure.
You know the song from High School Musical, 'Start Of Something New', Yup, that's was my life in year 2007. It ended at the beginning and started again after that. 
Posted at 10:47 am by RuiYan